Addictions

Addictions are not an easy thing to admit. There is always such bad connotation wih them. For this reason I am wrestling with what actually are my addictions. I'm not dealing with what you first think of when the topic is brought up. This is a weird topic for me. It is usually very easy for me to pick out what are my "flaws" or what I am doing wrong but I'm not quite sure what my addictions are. (and I guess that means I am giving them the bad connotation) hmmm... I guess I can say that in a way I am addicted to appearing stronger than I am. (if that makes sense) I hate feeling vulnerable with or in front of people. Which is interesting because in saying this I feel I am being that way right now. I guess it is good to though... right? I mean you have to be honest with yourself before you can even attempt to "fix" it.